The Beginning of the End
By: Aübèl Cuzèl
I’m numb throughout my entire being, I want to speak but words fail to come. I want to cry but only little to no tears fall.
Numb throughout my entire being; shocked with what has happened and what may happen with the unquestionable future.
Will I be there? Will you be there? Is it even going to work out like you plan if we were to light a flame?
There’s a sickening feeling to know that this is it, part of me don’t want to believe this.
This can’t be true; I’ll wake up soon and be in your arms to tell you about this nightmare.
But I pinch myself and the pain only tells me that this is reality.
I feel my heart breaking piece by piece, falling slowly away into the abyss.
Fix these broken patches you done to me; and hold me in your arms and tell me everything will be okay.
Rock me to sleep and sing me a lullaby in a sweet voice so I can go to sleep knowing everything will be alright.
End this nightmare that’s occurring right now and make things right.
I bid you good night and make a wish.
Wishing things will be back to the way they were or better when I wake up.
The ambient melody makes me sleepy, as I force myself to stay awake; I look into your eyes and see you smiling and know everything will be alright.